wow I just can't seem to get my shit together on here, right? Lets play the quick wrap-up game. Got into a few schools haven't decided which to go to. still with Jen in the house, got a boy on the regular (more on that later), and work is going great.
now new stuff: I had to jump back on to that evil ambien wagon. Backstory: I've had issues with insomnia since I was in High School (short but sweet, ya). The last few years have included an extremely rigid set of dos and don'ts for my sleepy time prep. For the most part things were great and the routine was only occasionally interrupted with middle of the night sexcapades. This past semester has brought me some amazing highs and depressing lows. Both of which have affected my sleeping to the point that my special tea isn't enough. I even stupidly (for like a week) jump back on the ganja wagon to help me sleep (dumb and not at all realistic as a long-term cure). And I know that ambien is probably a lot worse for me in many ways than the occasional j but unlike j I have never convinced myself that just one or two more wont hurt. So i'm back on that bitch and it is lame. Beyond lame actually I feel like a zombie with no cool stories, like a zombie who stays home every night and fills up on Microwave popcorn and cup-a-soups. Have given up trying to give up A until after the holdiays...just seems easier to ride the wave till after New Years.
In other news Ill be headed to the ole homstead for the christmas, hoping that being around all those children wont make me want to throw myself onto oncoming traffic. We shall see. Ill keep everyone updated.
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