I was supposed to go down to Piedras Negras this weekend to see my father. I didn't. Because of my Madrina's funeral my mother wouldn't be going down and neither would the rest of my family. So I stayed in Denton. Watched a few friends graduate, drank a lot of Vodka and hooked up with this cute girl who I met a few weeks ago at the mpac. All in all I would say it was a good way to clear my mind which has become cloudy.
I had to go to the 2nd year's screenings. Wasn't feeling great so I made sure to see and be seen by the right people and duck out as soon as the films were over. R joined and we hung out for a bit after and had some pretty splendid sex. But then sex has never been our problem, its everything else.
Said goodbye to Amanda on Friday and made plans to reunite in NYC next January. Hung out with Lee Saturday night and hooked up with the cute girl. Sunday was spent doing housework. It all happened, I know it did but I still feel so detached from it all. I hope something changes, something slaps me across the face and gets me to feel again because this isn't how I want to be.
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