There was a time a long time ago when I was the most faithful blogger. The UpSaid days. I never hesitated to share the latest work dilemma or roll in the hay. Then I stopped and now I have become a vague life stories that end with a lesson learned but skimped on the details kind of girl. I didn't hesitate to share (in great detail) the beauty that was Jonathan playing his trumpet in the nude or the heartbreak of learning Ross had died just when I realized that I was falling in love. Now you would be lucky if I mention Boy J or Boy R or include a throw away sentence about jelly legs. So what is the point of remembering the good ole' days of Sharing Crystal...I feel like I need to share.
I'm blogging from a hospital lobby. I was just discharged. I had to have surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy. It was unexpected. I didn't know what I was going to do, well I was like 90% sure of what I would do but then the choice was gone. So then I had a minor surgery (made slightly major by my heart thing) to look forward to. Not sure if I have it in me to go through all of the emotional stuff right now. Maybe another time.
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